woke up at 6.50 this morning cos hubby bking in for his guard duty. slept at 4 plus ystd. den accompanied hubby to take cab... took a train back home. reached home ard 7 plus gg to 8. straight away flat when i c my bed haha. sleep til 1 plus gigi and baby girl woke me up. haiz. duno wad happen to them always bully me haha sleep on my head somemore buay ta han man.and they are so smelly can! haha 2 days nv bath le. woke up feeling abit hungry ask my sis to go dwn and ta bao for me. den play maple till 5 like dat bath wif my sis and baby girl loh. den headed to ka toh jian wif my family for dinner. finish our dinner within 40 mins cos we stil need to rush down to hospital CGH. as ah gong they all gg to c ah ma. chated wif junjie for v v long time all e way man haha. then xingyi and his bro came. coversation become wider and wider.

haiz my grandma had awarded to hospital since fri... things wasnt really positive for her. today her blood presure was 40 only. e way she breath i can feel she's fighting wif e god of death... quited my job on sat. seriously i dunno why. tuesday my dad gg for operation. so many things had been happening. my exams are on aug but i had postphone it as im under too much of pressure. seriously i dun even neo wad i want. maybe is hubby nt wif me so i feel bored and lonely. argh... feeling kind of depress... wad to do... wishing to have a baby~~~ but haiz hubby stil in ns.